the earth is so beautiful right now. today the sun was shining gloriously and my sister was home and everything outside was green and gold and perfect. but she's gone now.

and so i only threw up my lunch today.

my freshman year's almost up. i am ACHING for summer, but i don't want to be a sophomore. and summer flies by so fast, and i usually end up wasting most of it. and school comes too soon, stealing all my happiness. and then we all get back into the cycle of our so-called lives.

i have realized that a person really can't live unless they have something to die for. what would i die for?