Tuesday, April 22, 2008

The Random Thoughts of a 15 year old Bulimic Girl Seeking the Truth

So i should be doing my geometry homework right now. Oh yeah, and i have that science summary to do. Oh well, those things will just have to wait.
So i'm a fifteen-year-old girl. I'm wierd. Or is it weird? i never know how to spell it. (i guess i just proved my point.) ha. Well, I am pretty much sick of this world.
I live in the south, which i'm not exactly a big fan of, since i was born in a different state and i love the north. but whatever, i know i'm here for a reason.
i go to an EXTREMELY small private Christian school, GWS. not what i call the ideal place for education, since everyone here pretty much has the same narrow-minded ideas. But what are we here for? to love. even when it sucks.
i'm very different from people here. my ideas are kind of bizarre to them.

i don't know.

everyone at my school says they are christians. what is a christian? "someone who has accepted Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior" < that's like their perfectly scripted answer. What does that even mean? is it different for everyone? the same? it's just so vague.

i am on a mission to find Truth, wherever it may be.

i feel like there's something we're all missing, but what is it? i have yet to find that out.

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